I'm back...!
Wow, it has been a month'ish since i last posted on my blog. Aack!
Training season started the last week of October. I have yet to find my grove this year on how to organize my life after my day-to-day job from 830 – 430 to find time to blog. So guess what, I might try blogging here at work! A big no no! Maybe I’ll start eating my lunch at my desk and blog. Either way, I have to figure something out! Once I get home after work, it is like I enter the time warp zone. It goes something like this: Commute home, snack and get ready for training, train from 6 – 730, arrive home at 8, start supper, eat, clean, get lunch ready for tomorrow, get commuter bag ready for tomorrow’s commute, cuddle the kitties, walk/run/play with the Jy monster, go over emails and bambooza it is already 11PM and I am still not in bed! And I have to go swimming tomorrow morning for 6 am!
Yes training does swallow up a lot of my time. But that is OK. I love training. I love to be with my friends. I love to work hard and sweat. I love the feeling of your body ready to collapse under you. I love how everything after a workout is that much better (food taste better, shower is better, bed feels better). I love how I can leave all my troubles at this imaginary line where I hop on my bike or lace up my runners. But I struggle everyday. I place these high expectations on myself on things that have to get done THAT DAY, everyday. I do not reach some and then I feel like a failure. Even while I am at work I start to make myself a to do list for the evening. Time slips away and then I haven’t yet blog but it is late so I go to bed. So I guess that is why I haven’t touch my blog in a while, and yes I feel a little bit guilty. But hopefully I can change that.
We all have our own concerns and worries and most of us are probably still try to find that groove. We are all a "work in progress"...
I will blog during my lunch and schedule a “day off” from training to do art and blog, and have time to simmer down.
OK, let’s do this!
